The kitchen table had become my thinking place over the years, especially on quiet afternoons when Nathan was still at school, and the house felt still. I sat there with a cooling cup of coffee, staring at a chipped corner of the wood, thinking about my son the way mothers do when no one’s watching.

Nathan was 17, and he was, without question, the gentlest person I knew: quiet and shy. He read three books a week, fixed the neighbor’s printer for free, remembered birthdays, and wasn’t that into parties.

He read three books a week.
If you’d asked me what worried me most about my son, I wouldn’t have said his grades.