At My FIL’s Funeral, My 4-Year-Old Was Crawling Under the Table – What He Saw There Turned Our Lives Upside Down

At My FIL’s Funeral, My 4-Year-Old Was Crawling Under the Table – What He Saw There Turned Our Lives Upside Down

“You saw Daddy what?” I asked, gently pushing Ben’s hair back.

He leaned in closer, like he was sharing a big secret. “I saw Daddy with that lady… he put his face under her dress. I think he was looking for the spiders.”

My blood ran cold.

I turned slowly and scanned the room. My husband was now standing by the bar, laughing with a tall brunette in a black dress—someone I didn’t recognize. She had one hand on his arm, the other clutching a glass of wine. They looked too close. Too comfortable.

My stomach twisted into a knot. Not here, I thought. Not at his father’s funeral.

Ben tugged at my necklace and whispered again, “Is Daddy scared of spiders too? He was hiding under there a long time.”

I forced a smile at my son, kissed his forehead, then stood and walked straight to the bartender.

“Can I ask you something?” I said quietly. “Do you know that woman my husband’s talking to?”

He nodded. “Yeah. She came in with him. Thought she was a cousin or something.”

“She came with him?” My voice cracked.

I didn’t cry. I didn’t scream. I just walked outside, dialed a rideshare, and waited on the curb with Ben in my lap.

When my husband finally noticed I was gone, he called.

I picked up and simply said:
“You buried your father today—and whatever was left of our marriage. Ben deserves better. I do too. Don’t come home.”

Then I hung up.
And as Ben snuggled against me and the car pulled away, I whispered,

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